Lyrics To go With the Mood

There really isn't one single song that can spell out how I'm feeling, so just allow me to piece these together. And yes, I know that I shouldn't know some of these. But oh well...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

Please forgive me if I act a little strange
For I know not what I do
Feels like lightning runnin' through my veins
Every time I look at you.
Every time I look at you.

But to wait for you is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've got to take.

Pouring over photographs
I'm living in your letters
Breathe deeply from the envelope
Without that scent
It's filling me with all you mean to me

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And one more, just for kicks, and if you see this you'll know why...
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me...